Simple Facts
First day of school, turns out got orientation week for form 4. No study whatsoever for a week, only speeches and stuff, which at times, I regret coming to school lol. Anyway I’m going to take the sains tulen (spelling?) Where got the biology. As much as I’m a geek, I won’t choose IT. It’s just pointless, I mean, I like computer stuff (and I consider myself being quite capable of it) but having it as my main profession is just, dumb. You can learn (if not all) most of those stuff yourself, better don’t waste time and take biology, because it is essential, you can take anything with bio. To top it all off, one of my cousin took up IT and end up unemployed and selling chickens, though I’ve no idea how he’s doing right now.
I got home and without wasting time, go on with my usual chores; dishwashing, laundry then hang the clothes, eat lunch in between. I wonder why but I felt energetic that time, I find it quite different than my usual doing-nothing self. I just realized that when you are not doing anything you will feel tired, and lose the sense of time. Yes, losing sense of time means you are completely unconscious of the time passing by, and fast too, as if they were machine gun bullets flying by, except you won’t get shot. If you work however, you’ll regain that sense of time, and then you realize that the work you’ve been dying not to do takes dramatically less time and effort than fooling around doing nothing, it certainly won’t hurt sacrificing just a pinchful of your time to do them beneficial errands. I guess I was so energetic because I was doing it for cash. It’s all about the money
When you are in the middle of a game (and worse if you are playing online games; because you definitely can’t stop) it is simply difficult to stop, even if you do manage to get your ass up, the work you’ll be doing wouldn’t be ‘perfect’, as your mind is set to come back to your game and your mouth is busy cursing here and there, that particular time you will feel that even the simplest chores are unbearable. My only advice is of course, to work/study now, play later. And you will be able to play with ease and without headaches and frustrations.
その未来は今, is a song by The Pillows, eventhough I don’t get most of the things they sing, I do however, understand the title, "that future is now". Exactly what I’d like to point out, basically what you are now reflects what you will be in the future. Don’t look back and regret the things you have done, leave them be and look forward. With that in mind, I shall concentrate on what I should do now, study. Ofcourse, a little relaxations and entertainments are essential too. I feel so determined right now, I will work hard to anyhow get my ass to the centre of universe, Japan.
